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Tuesday, October 12, 2004 Read back on some of my old posts, and well... let me say this: I've changed alot. Even though I really don't use this blog anymore, I guess it's still a big part of me, as I've posted over 300 posts for this blog alone, and there are well over 100,000 words total - as well as this is a documentary of sorts of my life since HS. Alot of things have changed. Some for better, some for worse - but I guess that it's only important that I've matured. .:.Dan posted at 7:26 PM.:. ------------------------------------------------ Sunday, January 04, 2004 Site is hosted by Charlotte at intentional cruelty. Laters all; in about a month or two, ill just set up a redirect to that url. .:.Dan posted at 1:01 AM.:. ------------------------------------------------ Tuesday, October 14, 2003 I have a host! And she's really cool - leave her a comment or something on her guestbook! This means that I will be leaving this site at wanny.blogspot.com. Man. I love this site. It's like... I don't know how to say it. But this site's been pretty much my mental Wanny.blogspot.com is closed. I will be posting up my new link sometime in the new future. Please update all linkage to my site, and yeah. I'm going to miss this site very much. And big thanks to blogger. Big big. I'll write a better, more thorough post on Thursday, when I have more time. (I'm expecting a homework bombardment tomorrow too, with 4 days of math to catch up on) .:.Dan posted at 8:51 PM.:. ------------------------------------------------ Life's been quite drab lately. I went into the school year feeling pretty invincible, until I got to first period. It all pretty much went downhill from there. I can't wait for Christmas break. Meanwhile, I've been having nightmares where Helen continually shoots me in the chest. I've had that nightmare for three days now and it's freaking me out. I think I should start sleeping earlier. On a different note, I've been thinking about God a bit moreso than usual. How he's "invincible" and such. Because there are so many statements of His strength, how he is like a rock, how he is always there. But there's still one thing that lingers in my mind. God is invincible, but is he invulnerable? I don't mean vulnerability as in "weakness", but more of in suseptibility to pain. We're all God's children, and although God is invincible, never can be defeated, and knows everything and sees all and is the almighty God, king of all kings, ancient of days, whose praises can be lavished on forever: can we 'hurt' him? Can we hurt Jesus? Or in a more applicable question, are we hurting Jesus? I mean, Christ did give up his life for us. And God loves us all very much. So despite Him being invincible, don't we still hurt him when we sin? It's always a nice thing to know that "God's always there" and "He will always forgive you"(see note 1 at end of post), but can we still hurt our savior? Perhaps that's what's been tugging at me for so long. How I've continually kept turning away from Jesus, from God, straying from the true path and wandering off wrongly, while I always tell myself later, repenting, that God forgives. I bet that everyone has heard "I love Jesus"(see note 2 at end of post) at least once before from someone's mouth, in some form or another, in words or in action. But it's true. I do love God, worshipping Him; but I get so lost so many times, and I don't realize that the almighty God up there still cares about me, and that it must be hurtful to see me and my fellow peers sin. So there. I got to keep my eyes steady, and my heart true. Notes: 1: still have to repent 2: "love" is a difficult word to understand, as emphasized in Spring Camp 2003. i'm just using it as a generalized word, although my Spring Camp post elaborates upon it much more. .:.Dan posted at 6:09 PM.:. ------------------------------------------------ Saturday, October 11, 2003 Well, I finished a layout, but it's not for this blog. Instead, I'm planning to move this blog to a different location as a category of my personal homepage. But since i am not hosted yet... I can't do that as of now. But when I am, this blog's gonna move. Meanwhile, my blog is off hiatus, until I move into a new domain. My current url for my personal homepage is: here. Go visit, leave a few comments, etc. Whee. .:.Dan posted at 3:34 PM.:. ------------------------------------------------ Wednesday, October 01, 2003 -Blog on Hiatus until I make a new layout- .:.Dan posted at 6:19 PM.:. ------------------------------------------------ |
Amy
